To Remember The Yellow jacket

 I didnt want it to  stop, i didn't want us to stop and yet i did, all of a sudden we stopped texting, stopped calling. Well, i thought i stopped but truly i didn't, see i still daydream of us together and you happy knowing you a hopeless romantic, so far from reach. I've learnt every possible way of loving you through what you told me you've been through, and so i stopped texting when i realized it's easy to love you and i try to afford love but at the moment i don't afford it, for our generation has put a price tag on it, I'm so inlove with becoming  so much so my working consumes me and still there's a void, you probably forgot that night or maybe It's a bit blury to you but to me it's so vivid for i remember telling you “someday we'll meet again and i'll have you all to myself, and i won't ever let you go” it was wrong for me to be there but i was and i said it and God knows i meant it. So now im working so much on myself to be worthy of such a love i fear you uphold. 

I don't want to have you and love you out of duty and obligation i'd rather love you out of habit to get used to every side of you i couldn't possibly imagine existed so believe me i do text i do call just that they never get to you, fall in love should it come along but remember for me  to touch that yellow jacket would be the finish line. Should you ever see this, send me an emoji. For now i just write.