It doesn't matter...really it doesn't

 today is my birthday you know and i don't really want a present or balloons written happy birthday from all people and those i love you text from people you hardly talk to and sometimes never at all. i just woke up and thought none of those things would make my day than when a person knows it's my birthday and they just text me happy birthday with no paragraphs of how much i mean to them and those i love you texts i don't see necessary but just happy birthday from that specific person and trust me it would feel like it has rained in the dessert plus i don't think i'll have a shot at this love thing either it has come and passed and i was stupid to have noticed and kept it before or maybe just maybe I just won't get to be part of the remnant that tells tails of how i met my other half but then it doesn't matter i think.